Am i?
I think i am. I think im drifiting away from Allah. As in why dont i feel as close to him as i did before? I really want it to be like it used to....or has my faith always been like this but ive only realised this now?
Could it be that i have very few Muslim friends in NUS to remind me to not step away too far?
Could it be because i find myself being able to freely talk about religion to anyone? And that i find so many things similar across the various faiths? Am i betratying my religion by agreeing to some stuff from other religions that in my opinion sorta overlap with mine?
My friend Karina asked me today why im not involved in MS...so it got me thinking a bit...How come i dont wanna be ard the NUS muslim soc ppl? Is it cos they all speak malay and all the girls are all clique-ish and well, wear the tudung and stuff? I dont know really.
Haiya, whatever la. As long as my faith remains within my heart and soul, im fine. I just need to be reminded once in a while....once in a while.
Insya-allah.
By the way, its 05-05-05 to day! So cool!!!!
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