Monday, October 04, 2004

MY first official post

Phew, finally I've managed to create a post! It seems that my PC at home has bad blogger connection. So that means that i can only blog from school. oh well, at least that means that my lap top would be put to good use.

Ive just had a meeting with my SEA grp. So far so good. We might me done by this weekend, in time for Monday's presentation. That means im only left with the research paper.

Alright, since this is officially my first post, might i just clarify with certain curious friends that i need not validate myself for setting up a blog? I like to express myself. Dont worry, I'll share what i want to. I have a seperate diary where damaging stuff will never surface on this blog. For one, I will not disclose names of ppl, especially if im defaming them. Besides, in my two yrs of keeping a real journal, I've often wished that certain opinions of mine gets aired in public such as my opinions on certain issues pertaining to say current affairs? This blog will therefore be my platform, my talking point, and it would a challenge as well. I mean lets see how far i can go on maintaining this! haha i might just abandon blog!

Oh dear, i just said i needn't validate myself and there i went!!!! Anyway, i hope that this blog could help me redeem myself. I know i act pretty flaky and substance-less in front of people. Sometimes I wonder why I do that. I suppose that makes me seem less intimidating and I like it that way. Flaky flaky flaky. But ppl laugh, and when in turn they feel comfortable. I wasn’t like that last time and I know some of you can attest to that. I was, once upon a time, intense. I still am around these select few ppl. I used to be the one with all the answers too. Now I just shrug them off unless i think that something ought to be corrected or smt. Some people love ‘educating’ me so i just wince in silence if they're wrong. Am i being selfish then? I mean if they think they're so smart, why ruin their happiness? God, im such a ppl pleaser. Heh, look, this blog thingy making me evaluate my self!!!

One more thing i insist on mentioning:Im not gonna make this blog all gloomy...some ppl tend to express such negativity on thier blogs...like its the end of the world!

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL in every single way!!!!!!

Alright, that was a mega long entry. But it’s the first and hopefully not the last…..

PS: I FINISHED MY SEA MUSUEM REPORT AT 12.58 AM THIS MORNING!!!! WHEE~~~~




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