Stupid. me.

Im probably gonna be one of the few morons to flunk an SS paper. Singapore Society. Damn paper. I went completely blank. BLANK.

I used to think that i have the gift...the gift of crapping but you know what? Im dumbo who cant even crap about singapore society. For God's sake, i live IN this society and i went blank.
I was a former Lit student for goodness sake.....crap crap crap is suppose to come naturally to me...and yet what happened?

Was i too complacent throughout this module? I think i was. If so, i deserve the miserable grade that i will most likely get.

Darn it. There goes my CAP. There goes my honours.

I WILL NEVER TAKE A SOCIOLOGY MODULE AGAIN

Feeling utterly miserable now.
I saw it coming. I knew. I couldnt even study the module. I didnt know how. So i paid the price.

Dont try to console me, saying that moderation or luck or smt might make my grade not too bad. Cos you know what? I was expecting a FREAKING A for this module. Looks like i'll never get that now. NO way.

Darn it.

It should have been in my hands.

And whats worse, the paper, on hindsight wasnt really that hard. WISH it were....so EVERYONE ELSE CAN FAIL WITH ME...but no.

So cruel. I wont enjoy my holiday at all. Next up, stats 2. Gosh, i will not be complacent this time. SIGH.

Dear God, if you read this blog, (which probably you will..in fact you know my thoughts and know what im gonna ask for...) please let me do okay for the SS paper. I know i was wrong in being too presumptious. I accept whatever grade...just please let it not be too bad. Considering that i knew it was coming, and knowing i cannot get an A unless by some miracle (hint) i do, let me get a grade that i would be satisfied with.....Please? I know i havent been good but please..

(heaves sigh)
I think i should focus for the next paper now. Pray i do better for that.