The prayer

Dear God,

Its me again. Well, its that time of the year when i come crawling to you for yet another one of Your miracles. You've helped me a lot through these years....and i profusely thank you for that.
In fact, sometimes i wonder if i deserve what i have...but i am so grateful to You nonetheless. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.

Allah, please give me the strength and courage to go on studying. Please help me make my family (oh how i love them so much that no words can describe) proud of me.
Allah, i know i used to dream of getting first class honours...to make it to the dean's list...etc etc etc...how foolish of me....All i want now, is to be satisfied....to be happy....contented.

I know i havent been a very good muslim. Im ashamed of that fact. I really am. But i try my best. Sigh.

So my exams are coming up. Help me please?

Bukakan hatiku kepada ilmu pengetahuan. Terangkan hatiku. Tenangkan fikiranku.

And allah, one last request, let it be, such that when i get my results back, i will not forget about You. No matter what it is, that i will not forget that everything good or bad comes from You. And that everything happens for a reason.....

Amin.