Im just like that. Must i explain myself?

Yeah, i suppose i would have to. So here it goes.....

Ive just realised something. I think that only my sec school and jc friends truly know what im like when im in my study serious mode.

It was in a lect....sitting with a few uni friends....and then i was focusing...in the zone...concentrating...and im sure those of you who know me would be familiar with my facial expression when im concentrating.......

So urgh. I just disliked how my friends asked me "are you okay? you seem stressed..relax...bla bla bla". My gosh. Since when must i explain and justify my facial expression? Man, i know you guys mean well but really!!

so let me make this clear: I AM PERFECTLY FINE, thanks for asking.

and i really am very very grateful for your concern, i really am. Its just that you know, sometimes i think that 'stress' can be imposed....do i make sense? As in you know, when im all well and feeling okay...and a whole group of ppl asks me "are you ok?" ....its a bit bizarre right? How am i suppose to react?

But really, thank you very much. It means a lot to me. Really.

Okay, glad i cleared things up.

PS: to ppl whom i have unconsciously offended and who i know i will be unconsciously offending in the days to come, my apologies for my hostility, abruptness etc etc etc...

Thanks for understanding once again.

Regards,
farah