OCTOBER 6th entry.

Major major bummer! I totally forgot about Adeline’s birthday on the 5th! To think I was msn-ing her that afternoon!!! Shucks. Sorry ade…for what its worth, Happy Belated 19th Birthday!!! I hope you received my sms though!

Why is it that people I know are ending up in the hospital? First Nenek and then I just heard that Shaun G. got warded for food poisoining. Nenek’s been discharged though. Apparently not much damage has been done to her besides 4 or 5 fractured ribs on her right side. Toilets are super dangerous for old people. Heck, it’s even dangerous to anyone! I remember slipping and falling after I came out of the shower on the first day of school last yr. I have yet to visit her but I shall wait for all the family politics to end.

I hate family politics. Why cant everyone just be open and honest and trust each other? God, whatever it is, I pray that if and when my siblings and I ever get married and move out, we’ll continue to be as tight as we are now.

Which reminds me, bulan puasa is fast approaching. Its next Friday to be precise. Which means, I’ll be fasting soon. The funny thing is, I quite like the idea. I’m beginning to think that lunch is a waste of time:
1) you look for people to eat with
2) you find people to eat with and then you people waste time deciding which canteen to eat
3) you wonder what to eat
4) upon deciding that you’ll have to queue up
5) then you eat and chat and eat and chat
6) then you go to the toilet and fill up your water bottle and

BAM! Break’s over.

So, I have convinced myself. I suppose I will spend my breaks in the comfort of the central lib with fellow ‘fasters’. And since the fasting month is about abstinence, I shall be abstaining not only from food and water, but from vulgarities, gossips, lusting (hahaha) etc etc. Farah will be a nice person with no snide comments about anything for one month, hopefully, that is. And hopefully that one month of cold turkey would do me some good. w HeE~

Oh ya speaking of nice,…Kenneth, you are such a nice dude!! Thanks for the MP3s man! Didn’t aspect you to get it done so fast! So efficient!!! Thanks again!! (wait a sec, are you even gonna read this thing?)

PS: Maybe setting up this blog was a bad idea. I think I’m spending too much time on my laptop, especially because I’m using it to post entries on this blog. This has become a bloody distraction and an outlet for further procrastination. So, STOP BLOGGING!!!

Moby’s EXTREME WAYS is a fabulous psych-up song.