I think all this angst Im going through is angst misdirected at others instead of myself.

Im angry at myself because I suddenly have so many things to do, and time keeps slipping away from me.

Im angry at myself because I told myself I'd quickly settle stuff and complete at least half my thesis by the end of term break, but by the looks of it, I doubt I will.

Im angry at myself because Im no longer passionate and driven as I once was.

Im angry at myself because Im not sure if I believe in what Im doing anymore.

Im angry at myself because I cant seem to have the same level of faith I once had.

END POST~10.17pm