When you really begin to question yourself about whether God has decided to not help you because He's helped you too much and you havent been that much of a grateful person.
When you feel that something so worldly and inconsequential in the larger scheme of things shouldn't get to you but alas, it did.
When you think what a rotten person you are inside and wonder if God can forgive you and still loves you.
When you begin the question the way things are and why and then feel downright guilty about it.
When you just want to sleep cos thats where you feel happiest and care-free.
The blues.
But then, someone comes and lends a listening ear and offer kind words of advice and to remind you of what is. That's when all darkness dissipates and a rush of hope illuminates and pierces through the abyss you've drowned yourself in.
You realise and remember(as you always did, deep in your heart), that God will always be with you. God is forgiving. God is wise. God is loving.
God will always help if you ask Him to. All you got to do is to believe.
Then everything will truly be alright.
Insya-Allah.
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